This session centered on grief and love for my brother. Letting all my parts cry and honoring how devastating the loss is, while also remembering he is more than his death. A blue light linked to him felt precious and fleeting, and the trip showed me how I try to “lock in” love before it disappears, even when that feels intense or mechanical. Underneath it all was comfort and connection: sensing him spiritually close, feeling love for everyone, and trusting that it’s okay to grieve deeply while still being held by something bigger.
IM Dose: 20mg | Listened to: Space sounds
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